Looking Back and Ahead....

There are one too many days when I have liked what I am doing. And there are one too many days when I have disliked the mere fact that I am pursuing this.

I wished there was a proper assessment to measure 'readiness'. A more wholesome test that can accurately tell me where is it that I stand, and not just in terms of cognition/knowledge whatever.

With what I know, will it suffice to move on?

With everything that I am, would I fit into what is expected of me?

Can I fully trust all the feedback given to me? Can they be too good to be true/untrue?

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I look to You,
I look to You,
After all my strength is gone,
In You I can be strong.

I look to You,
I look to You,
And when melodies are gone,
In You I hear a song, I look to You.

Whitney Houstan's I Look to You